mistress-daydream

I'm feeling very artsy today, despite certain depression!

You may have seen my strange female health products come to life in my gallery or floating about groups. It kind of looks like I've become obsessed with menstrual products. I can easily say that that isn't the case at all LOL. No, there's actually a reason an story behind the craziness.
Yesterday, I was pretty down in the dumps, almost on my last leg, until I saw something really funny. At first I thought it was a tampon, and to be honest, I'm still not quite sure, what it was. LOL, so yes, that's how it all started. While drawing the first picture, I began contemplating whether or not I should add more to that one image, but shortly after finishing, I decided to make a series of images, calling them "Happy Monthly" and perhaps go even further than that lol.
YEP, that's pretty much it. Please enjoy the simple fun, built from the agony of women. This little world of Happy Monthly!

P.S. Please excuse my poor grammar. I'm so unbelievably tired. I'm literally about to pass out.

So my entrance process into the college I'm attending seems to be going smoothly... That means the time to show my portfolio is coming up.

It's not like I haven't been working on it, but there is one piece that I haven't thrown in yet; well more than one, but especially this one. I haven't worked on a comic-like work yet. SO I need to work on that . To be honest I completely forgot about single piece, despite it pretty much being my career LOL. Oh well.

Really, I don't even know what they'll be looking for in the portfolios, being for graphic design and all, but all I can do is just prepare to the best that I can. Maybe they'll tell me what they're looking for once it comes time, but until then... Perhaps I'll ask the people I know, who are already there, what they had to do. LOL, that would definitely help.

Pretty much. Come Spring [technically January] I'll finally be going to college, Lord's will. I'm not too far behind. You could basically say I took a "year and a half break from school".
Not that I really wanted to; though a lot of good came from it.

I'm trying not to let fear or stress get to me, because I'm pretty much alone at this point, besides having Jesus, that is. I'm just trucking on through. As Dory said- "Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."
I'd like to just get EVERYTHING out of the ways asap and just continue my business while I wait for Spring semester to come. This is something I really need and want to do, so I can't let the pressure get to me like it usually does. I'm already too far in, I believe; not backing down now.

Happy Labor Day.

You are so difficult to draw... Why? I don't think I've ever struggled so much to draw someone. Whether it was as they actually are or in anime for... You sir are almost impossible. Well not impossible, BUT VERY DIFFICULT NONETHELESS!

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I kind of feel as though this is all a big waste of time... I don't even understand my feelings anymore. My problems actually gave me a great idea for a manga... but now it feels... Strange.